Phoebe Bridgers – Funeral (Lyric Video)

And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves
And last night I blacked out in my car
But then we laugh until it disappears

Always have, and I always will
And that’s just how I feel
And I have this dream where I’m screaming underwater
And I’ve been talking to his dad, it makes me so sad
Jesus Christ, I’m so blue all the time
Wishing I was someone else, feeling sorry for myself
And I don’t need you to tell me what that means
When I think too much about it, I can’t breathe

For a kid a year older than me
I don’t believe in that stuff any more
I have a friend I call
While my friends are waving from the shore
I always have and always will
When I remembered, someone’s kid is dead
Always have, and I always will

Again
And I’m doing nothing
Jesus Chris, I’m so blue all the time

And that’s just how I feel
When I’ve bored myself to tears
And it’s 4 a.m.
I always have and always will
And I woke up in my childhood bed
I’m singing at a funeral tomorrow
Again